I am super excited that Speck is a boy! For some reason I have always wanted a boy, maybe it was the fact that I only have an older sister but not a brother. As sad as this may sound, I think I would have been slightly disappointed if Speck had been a girl. I would have loved her with all my heart, don't get me wrong, but my heart was set on a boy. I also really like the idea of the older brother taking care of his younger sister. If we have more kids, I would like a girl next time.
It's funny, cause now that I know for sure it's a boy, I'm kinda freaked out about somethings. He will have parts that I don't have. How do you even clean a penis? And then there are the stories about little boys peeing everywhere and on you when you change their diaper. I know it's a learn as you go process no matter what gender, but it's still scary. At least I'll have Lucas around to teach him most things.
It's funny, cause now that I know for sure it's a boy, I'm kinda freaked out about somethings. He will have parts that I don't have. How do you even clean a penis? And then there are the stories about little boys peeing everywhere and on you when you change their diaper. I know it's a learn as you go process no matter what gender, but it's still scary. At least I'll have Lucas around to teach him most things.
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